Daemon Grotto

But when I do start to get something happening in that state, I'll knock myself out of the trance due to excitement or surprise. Trying to maintain that balance is kind of like learning to ride a bike! GREAT way to describe it. That's exactly how it feels. For clairvoyant exercises, it's very ...

Entry #4 --- I had a bad dream with her last night (12/28/21), she was being chaotic and aggressive. There was this other male character who was sort of watching me in the dream, and she knew who or what he was, or had contact with him. I got a very bad feeling from him, and she was much more nasty ...

Good to know, thank you. I think my brain is getting a bit scrambled because I'm feeling more self-conscious as this goes on. Here's entry #3 --- A visit to the creek the following day left me with the sensation that someone was gently holding onto my hand. The feeling was very strong, and rather ...

I'm suddenly realizing that I've forgotten to clarify a critical point: This is not a journal in 'real time'. All of these entries are over a year old, I'm just copy-pasting from a Word file in my computer. It's slow going because I don't get to my main comp often, and I keep having to spiff ...

The aerial features could mean something else, or could reference the idea of a siren (as the old versions of sirens were more bird-looking), which could imply that they're a seducer or tricksy. Funny that you mention this there's plenty more on this particular topic later in the journal. Good info ...

I'm always skeptical of 'readings' that produce very specific indications, and I'm skeptical of entity 'races' in general.... If using it for communication isn't producing answers, that's likely because the entity doesn't want to give them or doesn't understand the questions for whatever reason ...

But i now am thinking another aspect of this (could have two meanings in one) is my wife (Satan in the dream-lol hear me out though) is pushing the church on me and I feel it is hypocritical, judgementsl, abusive, and manipulative. Bruh, in that interpretation, you didn't find satan's ring because ...

" I will hear a female yelling my name audibly like tinnitus" I have pretty bad tinnitus, thanks to a job that I used to have. This awful piercing whistle is in my ears permanently. I was meditating once and I decided to concentrate on the tinnitus the way you would listen to a steady meditation ...

Entry #2. I sincerely hope that this isn't too racy, I just wanted to be accurate and honest. It was a private journal at the time it was originally written, so I just faithfully recorded as much as I could at the time. --- A supposed druid who goes by the name of 'Ogham' on SuccGen told me that ...

When I wrote this initially, I never put in specific dates. Everything is very general and relative, time-wise. This seems sort of dumb in retrospect, but that's what I've got. Here's the first entry. I think this was written in Late October or November of 2021. Here it is with a bit of editing for ...