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by Nefilim_san
Sun Oct 08, 2023 3:21 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

You are right Jay when you speak about religions and the 'wash brain' who bring.Evan if i wasnt the must christian ,i already confront a lot of problems reguarding my contradictions thoughts.And... very interesting descovery;if for me God was all the time like an impersonal entity,you pray to him ...
by Nefilim_san
Mon Oct 02, 2023 4:25 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

Thx. very much for your thoughts Jay I must recognize that i had a lot of affraid indeed,at list in the last time;In the same time you must know that i was realy a fighter,i have many memory who make me proud of my self because i chose to fight for others assuming very big risk (meening evan to ...
by Nefilim_san
Mon Oct 02, 2023 1:21 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

Hi my friend,i am glad to hear you again :) That parasites i think i realy had ,Mulberry (one from 'become a living God")-told me first,and i believe him because for the first time i had a very strange feelings-i realy lose all my sexual energy after few mouth of full,and was hapening without ...
by Nefilim_san
Sun Oct 01, 2023 4:55 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

I am so divided; A friend from "living god" just told me this "So you have no idea. You can’t feel the parasite and you don’t know if it’s gone or not, and you did a cleansing ritual once and you don’t know if it worked or not. And now you are not changing anything about what you did, or where you st ...
by Nefilim_san
Sun Oct 01, 2023 12:44 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

Thx. very much for your answer Owner .After all this not evan my dreams are not what somebody could wish. 2 night ago i was hunted by a lot of big bears few braun ,few white,and when one catch me i waik up.The worse was last night when in my dream i was that who hunting other with a lot of angry (it ...
by Nefilim_san
Sat Sep 30, 2023 4:14 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

So...i miss...twice

Hi all.I realy dont know were i wrong?! Half year abstinence, 2 letter of intent (one for Naamah,another one few days ago for Lilith) all the ritual made in the must perfectionist stile ( 3 a clock in the morning, not less not evan with a minute,fool moon ,blood sample for recognize my dna :),on the ...
by Nefilim_san
Tue Sep 26, 2023 5:28 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Re: Litle help

Thx. very much for your help.About bad energy,parasites and so on...i realy wish to be so simple like because i forget to make a shower a become durty and i receive some parasites:) for me dosnt look like the same.Was the first "presence" i felt in my live ,one who come "from the other side" ,i ...
by Nefilim_san
Mon Sep 25, 2023 12:14 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Litle help
Replies: 18
Views: 8813

Litle help

Hi all.I am still so noobie on this path,and from few mouth i received only parasites ,i initiated to believe that i am the best food for them.:slight_smile: Mulberry help me already a lot with one but quickly after it come another one ,one who scarie me making me feel how worse could be to lose any ...
by Nefilim_san
Sun Sep 03, 2023 1:21 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Life-Force / Qi
Replies: 13
Views: 6682

Re: Life-Force / Qi

Its not easy i must say,first;because my wife realy love me and me also,and she is very temperamental very impulsive and i was very affraid because of this.i realy didnt hide nothink to her and somehow i think i wrong with this.But...you cant hide nothink to her,she know me very well and...evan if ...
by Nefilim_san
Sat Sep 02, 2023 4:07 pm
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Life-Force / Qi
Replies: 13
Views: 6682

Re: Life-Force / Qi

All of you are master on this topic,Less me :) i have a lot to learn from you all.I dare to come with my "firts wonderfull meeting",because from what i already learn this kind of experience could be so different from one to another.So...after 3 mouth of research and many up and down decissions and a ...