Communications

[369 Riddle]

Hi TC, when I have heard her before her tone is more important than her voice itself: she has spoken before in a husky authoritative voice with a sultry seductive undertone very indicative of what one would expect from a supernatural entity, but this time was VERY different: she had been giving me hints and I had been ignoring them, her voice was clear, urgent, filled with love and emotion, had a motherly feel to it or perhaps nurturing is a better adjective…she was RIGHT next to me physically and it sounded like she was looking at the monitor with me. The voice sounded recognizable almost like I have heard it a lot yet I can’t think where or when. As far as the best person to put the voice to would be Galadriel from Lord of the Rings mixed with a lot more warmth and personality. This wasn’t a “sexy” moment and immediately as she spoke instead of feeling scared or excited at hearing her I felt extreme and profound sorrow and I knew I needed to take action…I felt convicted to my core that what she said was true and dependable.

I am a pretty emotionless person most of the times and not very affectionate and I cried like a baby until he passed but am almost completely better now. I am sure this was her mourning for me especially mounted by the context of me being a mortal who hasn’t experienced much death making it hard for me while she has a supernatural understanding…she has told me it isn’t the end but that you can’t see past it until you experience it…I feel like she cares so much for all those she has had to walk with through losses although she isn’t sad for the dead per se…just the people left behind by it…that separation and lack of understanding by dogma religions. I feel she is happy for my dog…funny as it sounds but that he is finally free…

[Fightersword]

Very sad situation for the Doggo, I'm glad to hear you spent time with him. That event does seem to add evidence onto a certain pile. It's long been a theory of mine that Spirit lovers are able to use stronger forced communication methods, but it's been noticed by me that these tend to happen the most when the spirit is 'desperate' in some way or another. So you get the really strong experiences early on, or if you ignore them for a while and especially if it's an important topic, they'll seem to be able to or choose to access a very powerful method of communication in a short burst, or they'll be able to give you a very strong and direct experience about whatever. So for example, if they've been subtly pushing for a sexual encounter and you don't give them it for a while, they'll come on more strongly or use a very sexual dream or something like that. Or if they're trying to communicate something important like in your case, they'll make use of those stronger methods if you ignore them (as you admit you'd been doing).

This is fascinating if we're on the money about that, because it not only implies those stronger methods are possible, it also implies that there's a reason why they do not only use those methods all the time, which probably implies that those methods are harder or more taxing/draining, which would further imply that the idea that they need to spend some time resting after a certain amount of interactions (especially powerful ones) is probably true. It produces an insight into their physiology and manner of living, so to speak. It also implies that someone could manipulate their spirit lover into giving them stronger experiences by ignoring them until they do, but in my opinion that would be rude and manipulative.

[tc119]

which would further imply that the idea that they need to spend some time resting after a certain amount of interactions (especially powerful ones) is probably true.

Or, it could mean that they're perfectly capable of those more powerful interactions yet choose not to. In my case, I believe Catherine will intermittently go a bit gentler on me for my benefit, so she doesn't literally fry my nervous system. Same goes for hearing disembodied voices out of nowhere, or seeing someone pop into existence. Even just hearing Catherine sleep-breathing next to me on some nights still freaks me the fuck out. Every time. I suspect their limitations are self-imposed for whatever reason. Maybe they're trying to stay on the down-low for our protection as well as theirs? Otherwise, we'd be going out rigging casinos and drawing all sorts of unwanted attention.

[Fightersword]

While it's obvious that if you had insanely strong experiences all the time it would be overwhelming, I don't think that's the full picture or reasoning. Otherwise it would be random or based on trackable ups primarily. Yet there's a strong correlation between having stronger experiences and having a spirit lover that is 'emotionally incensed' in one way or the other. If the limits were just self imposed and entirely for our benefit, we'd see less correlation because they wouldn't reserve strong experiences for those more extreme cases, and there'd be no reason for there to be times of 'recession', or weaker experiences at all. They'd simply hit us with the stronger experiences to the extent we could handle them. But instead they're very often being reserved for these more important or extreme cases, where the message is very important or the spirit lover is upset. To me that indicates that there are limitations there to a degree, and that they are more likely engage in the stronger experiences judicially to make them count. Alternatively, it implies that an emotionally incensed spirit is more able to interact as a rule, for whatever reason.

I also don't think their knowledge of the future is perfect or perfectly defined, so I generally discount lottery rigging possibilities.

[369 Riddle]

So I wrote out a long post that was kinda rambling and then I took a shower and I felt this feeling I should simply this and I feel like perhaps “K” gave me a good example.

It is like we are in the womb in the world and anyone that has been with a woman who is pregnant knows you talk to the child…not all the time because that isn’t practical, but if at bedtime that baby is active and you know they are awake then you talk to them or read them a book or whatever. The baby doesn’t know much, but you love it. It is carried a certain time and then born-which is like us leaving this world at “death.”

During the time you carry most of what you do isn’t in earnest it is pretty chill and just fun / bonding. But if the baby is in some danger or needs to turn or whatever you might get pretty worried and start spending more time and with more effort in talking to the baby. It might be we are like this…not that we are in danger but that we are actively making an effort and are aware of the supernatural so their is back and forth. When times do warrant more attention then greater attention is given and with more firm intent.

On predicting the future-I think anyone who drives knows we will get a gut feeling to watch a certain car from time to time and that nearly always proves valuable to avoiding an accident. Some folks with good memories and a skill in math can con casinos and are banned. The lottery isn’t seemingly random but I get the feeling it is literally rigged so no one wins until the prize is large enough to draw a certain volume of people. So if a sprit is smarter and has been around for a long time and has supposedly some secret esoteric knowledge they can predict stuff with some pretty good accuracy-I think.

I have actually followed through with doing some of her suggestions to avoid things she said would happen and they were accurate as far as I can tell. But then what she said wasn’t the future because I gues she allowed me to change it…if that makes sense. Like she said a bulb in my house was going to catch fire and burn my house down. I found and changed that bulb and it had been arching and was black with heat damage…but my house didn’t burn down (thank you a billion times a million “K” again).

Other things I have been lazy or don’t believe her and I wish I did because it happens just like she said…to the point I get goose bumps and my hair stands up.

I will say I think they communicate because they have an emotional investment in something or because they are helping you feel awe. I think the awe (if you want to call it something else that is fine) helps with faith and faith helps with connection. Again just my opinion. This is all WAY outside my knowledge only experiences drive these thought and my conversations with “k” which are in my head of course like a crazy person lol

[tc119]

Yet there's a strong correlation between having stronger experiences and having a spirit lover that is 'emotionally incensed' in one way or the other. If the limits were just self imposed and entirely for our benefit, we'd see less correlation because they wouldn't reserve strong experiences for those more extreme cases,

In my case, intense experiences are not only for emotional upsets or frantic communication. It's more of a week-by-week rhythm of peaks and troughs. She's always very close and easily discernible at moment's notice, but the peaks are a whole other matter. I've never once gotten the impression that Catherine struggles to interact with me, like she's putting in a herculean effort and needs her beauty sleep afterwards. Rather, it's more like how Riddle describes it: Me being in another realm that is somewhat cut off from hers and I lack the necessary brains to full understand what she's doing or saying. While she's got all this advanced technology that can reach into my realm and literally wreak untold havoc if she decided to go safeties-off.

[Jay]

That's a very interesting discussion about the intensity factor. I always viewed it as a limitation. Or a very human constraint (focus, lack of it, distractions, etc., Biological limitations, etc).

But I did never really consider it as intentional. As in if a human can withhold to manipulate a stronger response, what if the spirit were to hold back until enough effort / focus / feeling was put in by the human?

My own experience has ranged from mildly too intense (such as "creepy energy" in the middle of the night) to short to medium term absences.

I imagine it could be frustrating for them because the human might be the equivalent of Goldilocks, maybe who responds best in the mild zone.

[369 Riddle]

Thought I would update this thread:

After reading The Phase and Astral Dimensions as well as practicing some Hemi Syc meditation I am have more intentional experiences at 5-6AM. As part of the course materials waking and practicing the deferred method of astral projection I have stumbled on something interesting…I should also mention I still am struggling to fully separate but that doesn’t have to do with this….

I have visions of things now that will happen during the day or a female robot like voice will talk to me and answer questions.

The first few days were amazing then yesterday I felt confused because I was shown a chewed up broken dog bark collar and my dog chewed up a calculator…by late evening I was pondering if K could be wrong and what this meant when my wife came storming into where I was and slammed down a broken (but not chewed up) dog collar right in front of me and boom I got goose bumps. The angle the collar was on the table (minus the chew marks) was IDENTICAL to what I was shown. The table background and lighting were even identical. It freaked me out it was awesome!!

She had combine two things into one! The calculator and the collar.

She has done this off and on for years but now I have a recipe for what helps it work and have over the past few weeks experienced these almost every other day. I have been shown getting a ticket at a spot (which when I knew I was getting close to I remembered this and slowed way down and sitting in the spot was a cop. Then another time she prevented a fire from a heater my kids left on and pointed at straw for our rabbit (in this one I had a dream that lasted a while experiencing this beforehand , then as I woke a hand written note was shoved in my face (astral vision) that read “Turn it off NOW or it happens!!!” I immediately got up out of bed and went to see if this was true and sure enough the damn heater was right where I had been shown in our garage. Then I wonder what I do to the world because I am changing the future sort of…like would the Titanic even be famous if someone knew, slowed down and avoided hitting anything…just a much smaller more personal scale…

Btw I recognize her voice now and I think she sounds robotic (monotone) and rushed because the window is so freaking small..like just seconds. I want to extend this but as of yet have not found a way…but I will or she will…

Oh I also have been journaling and trying to interact even more with her.

[tc119]

I'm happy to hear that your emerging prophetic skills have managed to save you from a number of catastrophes, Riddle. This sort of ability to get glimpses at the future has seemingly skipped past me. Though I believe Catherine has saved my ass from several potentially fatal road accidents while cycling. (5 years commuting on busy roads without incident, knock on wood.) Every time there's a near miss, she'll always ask me, "Are you sure you want to keep tempting fate like this?" I remind her that there's a good reason I'm trying to grind in the real world so hard and that I'll need her help averting disaster awhile longer.

Using the Hemisync tapes will help you to get into that essential trance state, so you can hopefully have more reliable communication with K. I've been slacking off with that practice as of late, as I'm too focused on learning new computer software. I should work it in as a more ingrained habit, like brushing teeth.

[Jay]

I think that's encouraging for me too, to try to make more time for meditative- trace like states. I've been guilty of meditating to nap basically, and sometimes this actually works.

Mine said "Fred" to me a few weeks ago, and since I don't know a Fred, I think that's a reference to fed economics data. No idea.

I think she pushed me to get out of debt and in a stronger position.
And helped me be skeptical of various events at work that turned out to be not what they seemed.

Riddle, reading a note is very interesting. I've also had dreams / projections where I saw writing. Which is strange because I always though reading wasn't possible in a dream. But it would be like text would pop up on my "screen" like titles and subtitles. Usually something very important like names.