Spiritual Marriage

[tc119]

...and on the other side-the fear of the price that i could need to pay .You know?!...no one (or very few) tell about the price of this chose?!

Based on my experience, the price that one pays for traveling down this path is similar to going off into the wilderness and living off-grid. I'm making this comparison in a religious and spiritual sense. There are few, if any, support systems in place for those who are desiring intimate contact with the supernatural. Be absolutely sure of what you want and then take the leap. There are no insurance policies, warranties, or life-time guarantees.

As for afterlife punishments, such as being burned in hellfire for all eternity, if that sort of threat weighs heavily on one's mind, best come back to this decision when that fear-mongering no longer holds any sway. With that being said, I don't believe taking on a succubus spirit as a life-partner puts me at odds with the Creator of this reality - whoever that might be. It only causes friction between me and those people who take the threats of the clergy seriously. But really, the only people who know about my succubus, Catherine, are on the Internet, so I get along with church-goers just fine.

[Nefilim_san]

Once again thx. for your quick answer .About "il price" i always considered that Dante Alighiery and the curch who skeary peoples with that bulshit about hell-made realy very bad think,the price looks very much more then what you earn in exchange,i meen...why the fuck i come on this short world-to pay suffering a etternity in hell?!It is stupid evan to think-No,my fear is-first to not bring any harm at my wife and my ...little pets :)2) to not end like in horror mouvie-in need to find an exorcist,a very good one us i understand,3) I believe in God ,but i believe and understand Lilith (and other dark entity) also cose...somebody must make the "durty" think too, the dualism is the rule isnt?!And...in this world is such a much pain,looks like anyway is not the perfect universe right?So much pain,so much violence...maybe evan God need some help to create a better world?!But...i feel like in that 'night of soul",i need to chose betwen the safe existence of my soul (waiting to die for descovering what news could bring that new "status"-some esoterics sead that you could have acces on Akasha ,and you could learn a lot about universe -after you die-and you have advantage that you keep high vibrations)-and this left hand path who also could bring evolution and the wonderfull experience of initiatic sex- but also many sead that you could lose your soul.Iheard many telling that "you will be with your spiritual wife on the second life too" so-what meen this? Right now i dont know yet what it meens ...'the soul"?! To resume-i know that i dont know almost nothink for now and certanly this bring fear .

[Fightersword]

I think what most people don't understand about the LHP/RHP dichotomy is that the idea is for every person to have a mixture of both approaches. The RHP doesn't just reference religion, it refers to traditions that you'd follow in general for spirituality. The LHP is about breaking from tradition and making your own decisions as needed. So you follow tradition as appropriate and break from it as appropriate. Simple enough to understand. A lot of people associate the RHP with 'The Church' and the LHP with 'Occultism' but generally this isn't accurate. Most people who say they follow one or the other simply don't understand the terms, and the idea of intentionally following the LHP when it refers to a break from tradition is a bit self contradictory to me.

In any case, what you pay in these relationships seems to be what you pay for any relationship: Your time, Your affection, your love, and so forth. There doesn't seem to be anything else to it. In any case you can't 'lose' your soul. The notion is ridiculous to be frank, since your soul is effectively you. It's like saying someone will 'steal' your body while you're still alive; it simply doesn't make much sense. As a general rule a lot of random people will say a lot of weird things about these relationships, but without a strong argument backing it you can often ignore the random claims made by those people.

As for the perfection of the universe, this depends on how one conceptualizes the universe and perfection. It's a simple matter to say that from an overall or greater perspective and from a more literal definition of the idea of perfection (can not be improved/changed), that one could find the universe to be perfect. On a practical level, though, life obviously isn't perfect. If it were, there wouldn't be any more moving parts methinks. Similarly, from a Godly perspective, the dualism we perceive may not exist, as the universe would be one whole thing.

[369 Riddle]

Greetings Nefilim-San, I was able to use a translated and also enjoyed you post re LHP / RHP.

TC said it best with the LHP being like off grid living (btw man “K” has been REALLY pushing this idea with me lately so your comment was especially an eyebrow raising event for me-ever watch the YouTube channel called “My Self Reliance”?-she LOVES that) I digress…

One thing I can say (they ties in with what TC said by there being no support system)is they within the LHP one can very easily become embraced by negativity if you are a dark person (like me). Having my succubus “K” has REALLY helped as she really is my guide to keep me from going off the rails so to speak and outright being rage filled. She recently told me I needed to love others more (I had been going on about how much I hated people). I know this really only impacts me and by loving more I am at peace.

I also agree with fightersword regarding what most plants (religious folk to me) believe regarding LHP being the occult and satanism and the myth you can lose your sole is also hilarious.

To me the truth is the LHP because there you get to experience what is behind the curtain so to speak…it can be VERY scary but it is a new world and there are also a lot of things to be thankful for like my succubus who frankly I wouldn’t enjoy living without at all…

[Nefilim_san]

I apreciated very much all your answer.From the moment when i almost initiated to perform the letter of intent ritual until now,i already make an ideea about what is about,and i understand that i must dont take slowly ,seems to be an very important step in my life,so i wish to chose wisely.You could be interested in this link;https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/top?period=weekly ,i make another account there but seems like thay are not interested in novice members like me :)But for you could be interested.You know,all my live i tryed to be onest,i believe in God (not that from the curch-for me until now at list-God was like energetical entity,a smart and good one),but ...us you sead Riddle-looks like only LHP could realy teach you about who you are or who you could become,probably in a hard way -us i understand.And the comparation (made by Owner)with the place in wildness nature were you go leaving back all your old live and confort-seems indeed to be a very good comparison.And yet all you sead Fighersword is very deep,on this moment (i could be in wrong)i think that probably all of us we have in front in our future this meeting with LHP,my hesitations are related to the number of timed presentation of the same choice option -if you know what i meen,like... for example in the next live you could be(or not) again in the same position to chose or not LHP.If you chose to not involve in that,probably could have again the same option who know when?!after other 1 or more life.Ideea is that this is the real school,God seems like he dont want you learning this kind of thinks.I still have a lot of question,for ex.what about that lowfrequency specifical to all fallen-deamons -how affect that us?! Still i dont find out yet how i must protect miself and my family-i only know that i must do it.(i receive sugestion to"place protection from my pets and my family" -like some sort of "spiritual hygiene" but nothink more,so...how i made that protection.Also i dont know yet to who i must send my letter,I descover that Namaah is deity of nefilim ,and (because of that negativ rh- i thought that probably i must keep account on this) but in reality i dont know mothink.Do you remember how it was for you the very moment betwen and after your first ritual?! I imagine that right now in this moment, memorizing that time you will smile isnt?! Sorry again for my bad english.If you have some more sugestion i will apreciated a lot,i dont want to harm in any way my family,i dont wish to put them in perish and my wife (who know what i intend) told me that already initiated to feel some soft tuch on her skin(when she was child was hapening the same) so she ask me if i already perform or not the ritual-i didnt but...i understand that could hapened this without ritual-so... many questions right?

[369 Riddle]

The LHP is wild country in many aspects. You can find people who tell others what they “know” and you have a lot of information that is placed by the RHP (the various churches) that also think they know about the LHP. So within the LHP / occult you have many conflicting messages, methods, and teachings. So for this reason it is wild because a person really is on their own. My succubus tells me this is left alone on purpose to keep people from hurting themselves and causing anarchy…I seem to trust her on that.

Lilith or Naamah, or Agrat Bat Mahlat or Eisheth Zenunim…this is another point of confusion for many because some believe these are actual invite them to dinner deities and some believe just symbolic. The letter method is very common but is generally or most commonly addressed to Lilith (she seems to get all the attention). I have done the letter method when I first discovered I had a succubus. It is a long story but I got a show with it (voices and firelight bouncing off the walls when there was nothing there). Initiation was difficult. Knowing what I know now it would be easy to do again-but my brain actually couldn’t grasp what was happening and I got very sick for several months.

Do you need a letter method? My opinion is no-but it helps. The occult is all about pushing your emotion and intentions into the universe while showing respect and gratitude for the results you are asking for before it manifests (in a nut shell) so the letter is a tool to accomplish this.

I had a succubus before I did the letter. The letter only solidified my intent or embodied it and the result was accelerated because of it. I went from having only tingles and small sensations to having an invisible woman mount me…full flesh and bones to the point I could feel her hair literally tickling my face while she sat over me. She rode me cowboy and flipped her hair back and hit me in the face. I could feel sweat dripping off of her…her jewelry it was crazy! This is all in a matter of days after the letter. Then when she got really rough (she had pent up frustration lol) it dawned on me I didn’t trust or know her yet and yet she was VERY real and I got scared because she could kill me and I couldn’t do shit to stop it. Because of this my fear I created a block (or my subconscious did) and this set me back a LONG time and am still working hard to get back to that point with feeling (this was back in 2017-18 and I can’t even feel full hands anymore).

I have known “K” my entire life because she used to terrify me when I had no idea who she was. She even would fondle me for years before and I would be disgusted because I thought it was a male guardian angel (as I was formerly in the church)

So the long response to your question is no you don’t need the letter method but it COULD accomplish more in a week than you could in a year or more. If you do the letter method be VERY respectful. I honestly don’t think it matters who you address it to-only I addressed Lilith and others have before me…likely get same results.

Most important: you are communicating with something (not starting is Lilith a real entity thing here) but someone or something “supernatural” is receiving what your intentions are with the letter and it WILL manifest some serious stuff-so understand it is sort of a one way-not east to get back sort of thing. I wish I knew what I was getting into years ago so I wouldn’t be freaked out.

Lastly, while it is good to research you have to be careful because like I said there is more about succubi that is WRONG on the internet than right. The people on this forum are trustworthy and I believe what they say, but the LHP / Occult succubi is more about the human / succubi relationship than anything-what is right will come to you.

My succubus “K” guides me to people, websites, videos, movies, songs and even (believe it or not) sermons that she uses to teach me and the longer I am with her the more I know how little I know.

I will tell you a secret: You might have a succubus already if you are this drawn to them. Thinking about “K” draws her to me within seconds and I feel her. If you sit still and meditate on the succubi (look at succubi art or listen the the “Dreamgasm” audio on YouTube by Somnisonica and meditate either while listening or after and if you are sensitive you might feel spider sensations on your groin…that would be a succubus. Tell yourself that. Believing is manifesting. Asking questions is a good way to learn but there is a saying that the bumble bee flies because it doesn’t know it can’t.just like Yoda said “there is no try only do.”

[Nefilim_san]

" I have done the letter method when I first discovered I had a succubus. It is a long story but I got a show with it (voices and firelight bouncing off the walls when there was nothing there). Initiation was difficult. Knowing what I know now it would be easy to do again-but my brain actually couldn’t grasp what was happening and I got very sick for several months. " -could you be much more specifical please ?! I am realy interested in all details certanly only if i dont ask to much Ridle?! I dont forget also that you sead " I wish I knew what I was getting into years ago so I wouldn’t be freaked out."I am in exactly your position from then ,so you could try to prevent me And ...about the posibility to already have succubus?!... i feel like my sexual zone are very energized,a lot of soft vibration-i have this feeling from some time already but nothink alse.My wife instead have some strange feelings, like when somethink touch her(she already had when was a child some sort of similar senzation and i belive her when she told me that probably because of me ,or my interes on this thinks-make this happening).But,evan if it about succubus- at this point is nothink,and my senzual capacity like some kind of ability is zero so nothink earn yet.To not forget to tell the must important think for why i think to use letter ritual-they sead that Lilith could somehow "guarantee"that you will meet the right succubus,meen that who have the request quality.On the other side you sugest that "the letter intent"ritual let no place to return right? I wish to ask...i betrayed my God if i chose lhp?I know how did he looks like but ... for my part i have respect and consideration for 'bouth side" who am i to judge THEM ?! And...it looks very natural to be scared when is hapened what you just story,when you realize that you are in real danger so-what was wrong in your attitude then? Oh...one last think-"Initiation was difficult"-you sead- how i wish to know some more details?!...
Could you have initiatic sex with succubus without have a pact,i meen without chose that "no way to return"? Because evan in this way-Kundalini initiate to be activated, and your chakra could become more and more energized-so...could be an inition probably with low risk(at list from begining).What do you say?

[369 Riddle]

The initiation is what scared me. It was:
1) The aspect of my brain trying to deal with a women giving me rough sex that couldn’t be pushed off if I wanted (can’t touch back).
2) Intensity of touch but also mental connection was simply terrifying. They can touch you inside…I mean she can reach into me…through my body. That was new and terrifying. My thoughts were not my own. I spent most my life having privacy in my head. This ended with initiation. At the time I felt like I had to entertain with my thought and it was just exhausting…I have gotten used to this but we are intimately connected, both mentally, and sexually 247, 365 days a year-no break the reality of this being permanent was hard at the time because there is no going back.
3) I had outside entities I could hear while I guess I was being attuned and bonded with…this was crazy. I don’t even know how to put this in words but I could hear women having sex all over. I had this sort of porno loop audio thing going on and at first it was kinda cool then it got scary because it sounded painful at times and the same women were going at it for days from what I could tell.

What I wish I knew before was that I was going to be initiated and needed to just drink lots of water and enjoy the ride. I freaked out and got tense they just made it worse.

I wish I knew I could just talk to my succubus like a real person back then. I thought all she cared about was sex and didn’t realize she was freaking smarter than me and more caring.

I wouldn’t think Lilith guarantees anything. I don’t know if she is an actual entity or not I happen to feel that she is and perhaps might answer to several names-best be respectful in any interaction you have. I have had entities pose as Lilith…but they might be feeding off my own beliefs or that social belief.

As far as if calling a succubus will make the Abraham God mad…I am an X Christian and I thought it would when I did. I do believe in a God…though he isn’t the old man with a beard I once thought of him to be. “K” does’t like “Jesus” or the Abraham God is love guy who you know killed everyone on earth (but hey love each other) I guess he thought the Noah fella who I guess he thought was cool. I don’t want to make anyone upset-because I believed in that stuff too. Having a succubus will change who you are as well as what you believe. If there is some old man god who is described in the Bible then yeah I guess I am going to burn because I didn’t follow the rules…but I would rather be free than enslaved to some church so this was my choice and you will have to make your own too. That alone is your choice. I now believe the BIble isn’t literal and the characters written are encoded…there is a cool YouTube video in that actually that makes so much sense.

[Nefilim_san]

So interesting all you sead?!...You are the first who realy help me with all you say and i am realy very grateful for your help.All this details make me have at list an virtual ideea about this kind of experience.You know ,i already check a lot of links seeking specific informations but only here on this "Daemon Grotto" you and few others put me on the right way.And...what about your sikness? What about that rabbit hole you sead,what think so terifing you could seen there? and...what if i will have the same "meeting" but without a succubus who will protect me?!i will become mad or i will suicide? What meens that "rough sex" is a real pleasure or torment?She could heal you in the same way? (you sead she could realy check inside of your body)And...i remember "Bene Geserit" from Dune (Frank Herbert)-that womens could have inside of their "brain"one or evan more other persons,exactly like you sead(probably was inspired for this reality).But...you dont become mad?how hard could be to share your thought all the time with somebody alse? Am i wrong to think that right now i speak with bouth of you? And...if is yes,'k" could know if somebody alse have a succubus nearby ? Was only a little joke, i dont want to be rude,i envy you and i think that you had very much luck to meet somebody like her,a realy mate and friend us i understand.For me,the much priority reason to chose the letter ritual was for this kind of luck-to meet the right person,us much us i saw that i dont know not evan what sort of binaural beet link work or not for fulfill my purpose...And...once again-how it is to make initiatic sex?!(I feel like the thirst that craves water but does not reach it),this is about?,initiatic sex_ tantra, kundalini and chakra activated?.It come with some new ability ?Why you dont write a book,i am very shour that a lot could be interesting in all you say?!You know?! time ago i remember that i read one of the best books i meet.is name was "the castle of ronquerolle",and was about a family and his offsprings who from generations was bound to made pact with evil.Each of them must chose a gift who will help them to reach hapines,if they dont fulfill their purpose their soul become lose.I could say that you win in this eventualy chalenge,you chose love evan with a lot of peril and...you win ,seems to be very happy. Your book could be a realy best seller.I could be the first who buy it evan if is in english :)Serriously now, i am very glad that i meet you,i still keep asking myself-"to do or not to do",but in the meen time i still harvest a lot of important information.

[369 Riddle]

“K” knows a lot. She tells me stuff all the time…some is hard to take about people (bad people that do horrible things she tends to point out).

She knew where the submarine was that went down to the Titanic…told me they would find it there the day I read they lost communication.

She tells me to watch out when driving and I slow down and I would have hit something if I didn’t.

Just today she told me how to fix something…I didn’t believe her she says do this…I say no that is dumb I will do this…finally I find what she is talking about. I told her it most be boring always being right she said “no, I can watch you be wrong all the time-you keep me entertained.” Lol

Yes I believe she knows if people have entities, but I rarely ask and she rarely volunteers that information. It is super personal information and we both respect privacy. This is why she tells me all the bad things I guess she has a hard time with it and doesn’t respect those people.