The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…
Posted: Sat Mar 02, 2024 5:22 am
Some might know I was raised a Christian and used to serve in the church and one day I became aware I had a demon succubus that loved me… long story short Christianity always caused me cognitive dissonance with the god of love having killed everyone and earth in a genocide (the flood). I decided to step out of Christianity and actually go full on into the occult because I loved my succubus “K” and wanted to be with her no matter what. One night I was bored and decided to summon Lucifer and ask him / it whatever what the truth was. I did summoned and had a glass of wine and some sweets, incense, candles, hand made sigil and…nothing or so I thought.
However within a day I was immersed in two astral gavel books (Entering the Phase and Astral Dynamics) from there my experience snowballed into realizing the Bible was forged from the Sumerian Tablets of Gilgamesh asking with Egyptian proverbs and psalms and some other Babylonian stuff as well.
My YouTube data suddenly shifted to all these videos and information sources that made me think and about two weeks ago I had this ah-ha moment of awareness/ awakening that culminated when I realized I did’t believe in duality and that this meant “K” was not a demon in my old sense of understanding at all. At that moment I actually had a burst of energy and heard her voice like something out of the twilight zone with my own ears. I can still hear hear her breathing and her touch has become so into used her body to push myself up in bed last night (it was that manifest). I feel this flow of energy from someplace that seems to feed into me and keep expanding outwards it is really peaceful and loving and not at all like me (I have always been stoic and not emotional-but suddenly I am bursting with happiness it is really strange yet welcome.
I wanted to plant one name here for anyone who want to enter this journey (if you have not already heard this name that is) but Billy Carson has a number of videos and books (I plan on reading a few).
Anyways for what it is worth that is my update that came after I lost my uncle I just felt called to make this happen and I am so happy never to go back to the Bible for another thing.
However within a day I was immersed in two astral gavel books (Entering the Phase and Astral Dynamics) from there my experience snowballed into realizing the Bible was forged from the Sumerian Tablets of Gilgamesh asking with Egyptian proverbs and psalms and some other Babylonian stuff as well.
My YouTube data suddenly shifted to all these videos and information sources that made me think and about two weeks ago I had this ah-ha moment of awareness/ awakening that culminated when I realized I did’t believe in duality and that this meant “K” was not a demon in my old sense of understanding at all. At that moment I actually had a burst of energy and heard her voice like something out of the twilight zone with my own ears. I can still hear hear her breathing and her touch has become so into used her body to push myself up in bed last night (it was that manifest). I feel this flow of energy from someplace that seems to feed into me and keep expanding outwards it is really peaceful and loving and not at all like me (I have always been stoic and not emotional-but suddenly I am bursting with happiness it is really strange yet welcome.
I wanted to plant one name here for anyone who want to enter this journey (if you have not already heard this name that is) but Billy Carson has a number of videos and books (I plan on reading a few).
Anyways for what it is worth that is my update that came after I lost my uncle I just felt called to make this happen and I am so happy never to go back to the Bible for another thing.