Daemon Grotto

Sometimes I think they like the cat and mouse game. Like I think they drive us to think of them, and then see if we keep trying. And yes, the initial experience is unshakeable even though all things fade. If what they want is a certain sort of devotional energy, then it all makes sense. It's like th...

I have that problem on and off Rafe and I think sometimes it is my body's hormones cycles. And exercise, cardio specifically, like 20 minutes of very high intensity at least once a week. But also, I think maybe sometimes she wants me to do my own thing or focus on here and now stuff. Because over fo...

Similar. Though I'm not sure if there's really a true form or just different perceptions and projections. For instance a woman whose skin was like black onyx and whose hair wasn't really hair, like maybe no hair. Almost alien but still human like. I've had dreams of black silhouette, like a curtain ...

Interesting thoughts. It's a long term process of trial and error.

But I think I will try to reduce the tap water and limit fluoride. These were on my radar a few weeks ago but I kinda brushed it off thinking I needed to focus on bigger things first.

Thanks.

And for a while I thought my lack of efforts were due to a lack of skill or discipline, I now think a lot of it has to do with lifestyle. For instance, too much exercise? No exercise? Neither seems to encourage a restful state. Or caffeine intake for instance. It's hard to relax if your mind and bod...

That's good advice Riddle. I am thinking of the ragdoll concept that was mentioned in one of the blog posts as being caught between different divine beings. Banishing, cleansing, etc. all a good idea. For all you know you could be creating a monster of fear. There's very little you can prove is an a...

That's good to hear. That's probably for the best. A lot of fear is irrational or based on false stories. The flip side is understanding I guess the real risks involved, mostly that have to do with their agenda, and negative effects possibly most likely do occur on other humans (like their human's w...

The best way I can explain that is because a demon or a goddess etc might have many aspects and a power that can be in many places at once (not necessarily all places). Whereas a human mostly is one single being who isn't able to self divide in the same way, plus has a great difficulty remaining spi...

I read your blog entry about this. My advice would be you need to defer or compromise with your succubus about divine and spiritual matters. IMO getting too close to any other being is not helpful. You want kind of a respectful working distance, kind of proportionate effort or something. It makes se...

Yes, I think it is important to let go of dualism (as well as abrahamism). A lot of these ancient religions is really about positioning between different beings. Not that they are good or bad per se but bad for ancient human society in some instances or quarrelsome with some other divine figure. Lik...