Nefilim_san wrote: ↑Sat Sep 02, 2023 4:07 pm
i made 4 or 5 leter of intent until the last version,one with 9 page (a lot conditions,cose i have a wife who realy love me
Holy cow.
There must've been a lot of conditions in there. Sounds like you were making up a legit legal document!
Don't worry, I'm only poking fun. I'm sure you were sincere with what you wrote.
Though it sounds like there is an upset between you and your earthly wife over this. That's understandable. Even if someone was totally on board with the idea in theory before the ritual, actually witnessing, feeling, and being touched by a succubus is a whole other matter. It's going to take some time for both you and your wife to acclimatize. Frankly, I personally wouldn't involve an earthly wife with something like this, hence the reason I'm not married, but you're not the first to rise to this challenge. Atkin Michaels,
author of My Spirit Lover, is one such example. Your friend in this forum, Riddle, is another, though I'm pretty sure he keeps his succubus secret from his wife as best he can.
Another resource you could check out is Fightersword's
blog post about the early stages after a successful ritual.
My advice would be to simply spend time with your Shakti. That means sitting, or laying down, and focusing solely on her. Concentrate on how she feels, the new sensations of energy movement in your body, chakra activity and the like. She'll very likely encourage you to have lots of spirit sex with her over the next few weeks. You both will figure out the mechanics of how that connection will work fairly organically. Good luck keeping up with her.
Most importantly, be sure to send loving thoughts and feelings towards her. They really appreciate that.